Repost @stormyborderlinethoughts Reconstruct my soul Rewrite…

Repost @stormyborderlinethoughts

Reconstruct my soul
Rewrite my past
Rewire my brain
These things are difficult to understand, in a complete terror, waking up at 3am, feeling my body has been used once again, left on the kitchen floor, tears streaming down. I can’t quite realise what is going on and I can’t remember my dream. There’s a lot of black blocks, built up around me, inside of me, to scared to removed. Trying to work through these fucked up emotions , I just don’t know how to keep moving.
Bitter truth of ptsd .
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