Repost @bpd.mgt I’m grateful that my extreme trauma and illness…

Repost @bpd.mgt

I’m grateful that my extreme trauma and illness forced me to take the path of self healing and self discovery. I am starting to see this as an opportunity to become the best version of myself. Thing is, I have to. I’m forced to. My suffering is not mediocre, no lukewarm puddle. It’s in your face, it’s hot like fire and cold as ice, it doesn’t allow me to rest or to amble along aimlessly. I have to get over my trauma or it will kill me. But by beating it I’ll open the door to a lot of cool stuff. I can feel it happening already. My relationships are improving. My career is improving. My health is improving. Since o had my lowest point a few years back, I slowly started to turn my life around. I had to. BPD was killing me, I could barely function from anxiety, depression, suicidal thoughts. I just wanted it to end. And I got to a point where my behaviour scared me and it scared others. It could have easily put myself into prison. Or six feet under. Both options were entirely possible. But, I looked into the face of BPD, this raging mirror image of my trauma, my inner pain and I said – not today. Today I’ll live. Today I chose life. #bpd #bpdrecovery #recoveryispossible #recoveryisworthit #recovery #bpdproblems #borderline #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #borderlinepersonality #eupd #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #bpdawareness

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