Repost @borderlinepersonalitygirl Diary entry No. 495 I can’t…
Diary entry No. 495
I can’t tell you the relief I feel knowing that, The Borderline Movement, is FINALLY up and running.
Ive wanted to start something like this for so long, and to see it live and people viewing/using it; well it’s an incredible feeling.
I’ve had a huge response from other accounts asking if they can be a part of it as well.
It’s such an emotional feeling, but a good one; for the first time in a long time… I’m proud of myself.
Sure it doesn’t look perfect, and there are still many things I can see that I want to add/change, but I have to tell myself that these things take time. I always expect too much of myself, and then when I can’t get to where I thought I would be by that moment in time; I give up… mostly because I’m terrified of failure.
I got into the habit that things were easier if you didn’t try.
It was easier to stop there and then and not handle the disappointment afterwards. But that’s not living.
I know it’s because of the pressure always put on me by my Mum, still to this day… I try and be someone I’m not to make her happy.
But these things don’t just happen overnight, they take time and more importantly trial and error.
I can’t wait to see where this goes… I’m even thinking of creating another account purely for the Movement alone.
Watch this space, exciting things to come.
Also how beautiful is this picture! I’ve just fallen in love with this account so please go and check it out.
Lots of love, BorderlinePersonalityGirl x
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