• Violet posted an update in the group Group logo of New to BPDmattersNew to BPDmatters 2 weeks ago

    Hello! How are you guys? Me, I’m kind of just done few minutes ago with my tantrums. I’m just so lucky I have a very understanding and loving boyfriend. I was accussing him of cheating on me. I dont know why I am doing this to him because I know he is a good guy. I was aware that I was hurting him and I know how good he is as a person and I know that he is not cheating on me but I dont know why I keep on saying things that are not true and accussing him of cheating. When I am already calm I feel really bad. I feel like I am a bad person. My heart hurts for him. What should I do? Have you experienced like this too? If yes, what do you usually do that helps you calm and divert things? I need help. πŸ™ Thank you.